Masters runner & music lover with a coffee problem. Crazy about my kids, miles, music & mochas.
Wednesday, August 18, 2021
RACE REVIEW:FALMOUTH ROAD RACE
Sunday, July 25, 2021
TRUST THE PROCESS
Last Monday I did my usual long run. This one was a 23 miler which is pretty standard for me during a marathon training cycle. It took me three hours and sixteen minutes. And every single mile, every single minute, for lack of a better word, sucked. I logged it in Strava as the absolute worst long run in months. My legs felt like two anchors, just total dead weight from the first step to the last. In fact, my whole body felt heavy and stiff and the feeling never subsided despite my constant wishing, hoping and praying that perhaps I just needed one or two more miles to loosen up. Nope. Didn't happen. Think Tin Man pre-Dorothy. I'm not exaggerating when I say it was borderline torture. And yes, I finished it. Because, I'm, um, driven.. ...gritty....stubborn...dumb. All of the above? I think I can speak for a lot of us who follow a specific training plan when I say that unless there is an injury that causes us to stop, most of the time we follow the damn plan. Or, at least, I do. But, back to the run. I might have cried a little when it was over. No, I did. I cried. And then I got coffee. And then I went about my day hoping it was a one off crappy run and that Tuesday would be better. You can see where this is going, right? Tuesday was also crap. Wednesday I had doubles. You guessed it. Crap. I logged them as Sucky and Less Sucky. By Thursday I expected nothing different nor did I get it. Another slog fest. Friday was notably less sucky which I was overly excited about. But, still. At this point I was starting to wonder if something was wrong. There is no question that I run a lot of miles when I'm marathon training. Some would say too many. But, I've been doing it for many years and it just works for me. And this particular week was next level discomfort and misery. Or, at least, I thought it was. On Friday I reached out to my coach and expressed my concern. Below you'll see our full conversation. Apologies up front as I made no edits to it. I'm sharing this because I've talked to two other people who are also mid-training cycle and are having a similar experience. The truth is, if you are runner of any kind and you're training for something substantial you have likely been through it yourself. It's really, really hard. Physically and even more so, mentally. But, as my coach reminded me, training always ebbs and flows. It's totally normal to have good stretches and bad ones. This is just how the body copes with all the work. And if we do everything right it will get us to where we need to be come race day. In a nutshell, trust the process. And, maybe keep a training log so you don't forget when it happens again. Because it will.
FRIDAY, JULY 23rd
Me: This has been such a crappy week. Legs heavy. Zero flow. Every run so much effort. Pace is totally fine. Feeling is just garbage. Trying to remember if this is normal during these heavy training cycles. I know it ebbs and flows. Maybe I always get like this. But I don't remember it being this rough.
Lowell: This is totally normal and expected. Between the point in the training cycle and the weather going through a bit of a grind it totally normal.
Me: Ok. So just keep grinding out these crappy runs? They're still worth banking even when they suck?
Lowell: Yes and yes. But you can slow down and they are still productive.
Me: Remind me when it gets better? Kidding. Sort of.
Lowell: Better or easier? They are not always the same. It gets better when the weather improves or we have a cut down week. It gets easier during the taper.
Me: Better. Yes. Easier I know. I can wait on that. So, just relax and don't assume my body is giving up on me. Got it.
Lowell: If you didn't feel like this at all I would say we are not pushing you hard enough.
Me: Yes, yes. You're right. Honestly, I know all this. But for some reason this dip feels more intense than usual. I don't feel tired. My legs just feel like shit. Heavy and useless. Like they've never run before. Every run is so much work. And for the month or so leading up to this week every run was amazing. Like I was floating. So this is hard.
Me: Omg. Ok. I'm done. Thank you.
Lowell: You got it!
Tuesday, June 22, 2021
BUT MAYBE: A 5K STORY
~ Kate Grace, @fastkate
My last 5k was back in December of 2019. It was a small, local race that I did with my daughter. If I'm being honest, the course was likely a little short and while I ran a decent time, it didn't truly feel legit. So, if I take that one out of the equation, my "actual" last 5K, which also happened to be my fastest to date in my post-collegiate run life, was the Winter Classic back in December of 2017. I finished in 18:59, just barely hitting the sub-19 goal I'd been aiming at for many years. I remember the shock I felt when I received the text with my time, one that I'd thought was likely out of reach for me in my 40s. I also remember the mocha I got at Flour Cafe with my girlfriends after the race. Oh my Lordy, that was a good one. But, I digress. Since that race, my focus as far as training goes has been the marathon. I've finished eight of them between now and then. When Covid hit and there were no longer any races to sign up for I shifted my focus to ultras and managed to get four of those in, two 50ks and two 50 milers, between May and December. Basically, throughout that year, anything shorter than 26.2 miles was not on the front burner of my brain. Then when 2021 began, I found myself a little burnt out from the nonstop high mileage and decided I would shift my focus back to the "shorter" stuff; primarily halves and fulls. I competed in my first in-person race, the Shamrock Half, in March of 2021 and I had a freaking blast. Between lining up with other people again and then racing with a purpose as opposed to just doing it virtually and "for fun", it far exceeded expectations and I could not wait to do it again. I ran the Cheap Marathon in April and then the New Boston half in May and like the Shamrock, I loved every second of both of them. And now, well, I guess you could say I'm riding high on the race train and I don't really want to get off. I'm also really enjoying running in a way that I haven't in quite some time and I'm feeling stronger than I have in years so I'd like to see what I can do with it. My next marathon will be Boston in October and I don't really have anything else lined up in the near future. Enter the 5K. It's not my favorite distance. It's wicked short and it hurts. A lot. And I never really know how to run it because in training for longer races, when I run 3.1 miles I often find myself holding back when I should be going or pushing too hard at the start and dying. At the same time, I've had a little voice in the back of my head wondering what I could do in the 5K at this stage in the game for a while now and I've been itching to give it a shot despite my fear of the distance. So, at the end of May I reached out to my coach and asked if we could throw a 5K into our schedule, a kick off to Boston training perhaps and something "fun" and different. His response? Yep, pick a real one if you can find it or we'll go virtual if needed but let's let it rip and see what you can do in a short effort. Game on.
Tuesday, June 1, 2021
BLOOD, SWEAT & TEARS
It's 5:30am and, as usual, I'm enjoying my first cup. I'm nothing if not predictable. Outside it's dark and grey and the rain is steady. It's a perfect day to curl up with a book or do a movie marathon from bed. Ha. Or not. A little before 7:00 I head out to pick up McKenna and the two of us make our way over to Lexington High School. He doesn't drink coffee. I know. But we do make a stop at Dunkin' for his traditional pre-meet donut. We pull into the school lot and see our athletes slowly trickling out of their cars, trying to stay awake or just to wake up in the first place as they walk over to load the bus. We have about forty five kids; runners, jumpers, hurdlers and throwers who will be lining up together for the MSTCA Division One Relays which starts with the boys events at 9:00am. This is our first big meet of the season. A season that has been different and more challenging than any other outdoor track season we've ever had. We are nervous, excited and everything in between. All of us. And it's going to rain all, damn, day. Obviously.
Listen to this:
Electric by Katy Perry













